It's only going to get worse, isn't it?

I'm so incredibly sad and disgusted right now.

I so tired of constantly being accused of cheating and questioned about everything I do. I'm beginning to hate myself and my life.

I don't do anything but work and come home. I have to ignore all communication from family and friends lest I be accused of doing something wrong.

I couldn't even go look at travel systems tonight without horrible things being said about me. I just wanted to finally start getting things together for my baby. I didn't know that made me "suspect."

He won't leave. I've asked him to move out several times since this is my place, but he won't and calls me names and makes me feel bad for not wanting to keep enduring the abuse.

I don't know what to do.