Falling out!

So for the past 3yrs my husband and I had a falling out! I went to school full time for my bachelors in science an hour away from home and he worked two jobs to put me there and hold down the fort for our lil fan of 3. We had got engaged before I stated my bachelors program but the stress caught up with me and I decided I couldn't do wedding planning and try to pay for school. We couldn't afford rent and tuition so we moved into his grandmas. It put such a strain on our relationship. But I figured if we got through this we could get through anything and it's get better. We got married after I graduated and I thought we would have an basing honeymoon phase and bounce back. It'll be a yr in July that we've been married and we have yet to have a honeymoon phase. I got off my birth control in Jan and now after 3 yrs with the implanon i finally feel normal! Like my hormones didn't exist for 3 yrs and this whole time I thought it was stress from school. I was seriously walking around like an emotionless robot, demanding and stoick not letting on to how I was feeling sex was a chore I never really wanted it, but I'm finally feeling myself again. Only thing is it might be too little to late. My husband is sick of me and my attitude. He has been so strong for so long but now he's tired and acts like I broke him sometimes. Just when I got my feelings/ mojo back. We have been fighting all week none stop, But yesterday we decided we'd try to do better! Plus it was our sons 4th birthday and it was like a switch turned on. I want him more than ever I can't get enough, it's like I want to be permanently stuck onto his skin just to feel his touch! Which is especially weird because I hate to cuddle normally. I don't think I can fix what damage was already done but God I hope we can get through this. I love my husband. I hope it's not too late! I feel like I might smother him now and he won't know what to do with it after yrs of neglect. Anybody else feel like birth control turned you to a robot.