Finally a good pregnancy

Jessica
My story I'm 28 this is my 4 the baby but my first born Gracie passed away 2 yrs ago she was 3 every day is hard I miss her she left behind a brother at the time Gracie was healthy pregnancy my son was problems after problems he was born with microcephaly doctors gave him 2 wks to live but he is a fighter and is now 4 and just like all other kids but right after Gracie passed away I found out I was pregnant again. Which was a blessing that's why and how I went on but every test every sonogram I got bad news I was braely hanging on how much more could I take In a short period of time thankfully she was born healthy in my eyes but also has microcephaly (which is small head small brain) like her brother she is 16 months and amazing reminds me soon much of her big sissy so my first pregnancy great but she is in heaven and I miss her than 2 pregnancy complications and problems well pregnant again. Which I feel like my angel Gracie picks me out these babys kinda makes me feel closer to her In away I know she is always with me but any way I am 29 ,wks just had a ultrasound babys is great no problems all test great I left the doctors the other day amd cried tears of joy can this really be no bad news all goods news am I dreaming!!! I feel so blessed I been threw soon much the worst of the worst I am still here trying to be the best mom I can but I am over the moon to have this pregnancy going good no stress for once I am having a boy Nolan (my angel picked the name I saw a medium before I knew he was a boy my daughter told me it was a brother and to name him Nolan) due july 30 and this is my last baby I wanna get fixed good luck mommy's prayers for aall no mom should ever loose a child or even have difficult pregnancy and sick babys I don't wish it on no one and no one should ever have to go threw any of it but I am here for anyone going threw a rough patch I honestly been threw it all unfortunately