Almost going through with an abortion

Cristy
I'd just like to share a little bit of my story. I'm pregnant & conceived at a very young age. Not purposely but I was in love. Was not married, & didn't have a great relationship. I had a lot on my plate a the time; working full time, going to school full time, and dating. Everything was going well for me. When I found out I was pregnant, I was very open minded about my options. Dispite being emotionally unstable due to everything going on, I managed to still make rational dicisions. Knowing that the baby's father wasn't going to be around, I had decided to set up an appointment to get an abortion.  I went to the first appointment to do some screening and sign some papers. I was told it would be quick and easy. I had my mind set, with no ones input but my own. It only took one look as I saw my little peanut on the ultrasound monitor to really doubt what I was about to do. I walked out of that clinic bawling because I just couldn't. I felt disgusted with myself for even considering to get rid of this little gift of mine. I've always wanted to be a mom, obviously later in life, but nothing justified aborting now and keeping the next one. My family is very supportive, thankfully and timing has never been better. I'm 34 weeks now and I still don't regret changing my mind. Yeah it sucks thinking that I'm going to be a single mommy but I'm not afraid of doing this without a man. Every kick reminds me that's I'm not alone anymore. I'm very hopeful for our future and know that everything is going to be okay. 👶🏽❤️