So fucking worried 😭

Today marks day 11, and af still hasn't came. I've stopped stressing. Got a bfn when I was 4 days late. I honestly don't know what to do. I've been having abdominal pain. Me and my now ex always  used the pull out method (smart huh?) 😐 so I know that there could be a chance of pregnancy. If I am, I don't know what I'm going to do. I turn 18 in July, I'm in college, working two jobs 😭 and the dad, left me because he's still in love with his ex. This is honestly such a mess, I hate myself.