I'm 25 weeks today and had our weekly ultrasound yesterday.  All of our genetic testing came back great but the baby is still measuring below the 3rd percentile and she is still missing a kidney and has two holes in her heart.  They noticed yesterday that she is still laying in the pike breech footling position which she had been every ultrasound this far and is making jerking movements instead of fluid ones most babies are making at this point.  They think she has a neuromuscular disorder and told me to prepare for her to either be still born or to have severe problems after birth.  It's all been so much to take in at this point.  I just don't get how this all happened.  :/