This has been hike to Mordor

Natalie • I‘m a 39 old bookworm, theater nerd and music lover who just had baby #2 and working on my masters in social work who also happens to be owned by cats.
This has been hike to Mordor. I miscarried in October and that was crushing. We started trying again in Febuary and my husband watched in horror as I decended into pee test madness each cycle. In March I had a chemical pregnancy and that shattered me. I dumped all the books, apps and anything else that reminded me of babies. And BAM lol I still can't believe it!