Miserable

I'm 8 weeks 1 day. Due December 30th. So thankful to be pregnant after two mc. But I am miserable. Nausea and vomiting all day and night. The sickness is debilitating. I hate being pregnant. I'm constantly exhausted and I don't want to do anything. I don't even want to move. I wish I was December already. I have so far to go😭 This is awful feeling like this and trying to work and take care of the house and my daughter. Anyone else not enjoying their pregnancy? Some women have never felt better in their lives...I've never felt worse 😥