Bigggg FATTTT NEGATIVE

Ti

I'm so sick of not seeing two lines. What is wrong with me????? Why can't I do what women are suspose to naturally do. I feel like such a failure. I feel like my own body is against me 

UPDATE: AF showed this morning as expected... Lets give it another try 🙏🏾 Next AF  due 6/19 and hoping she's a no show. Who's with me??

Update: This was the month before I got my BFP. I can still remember the doubt and fear I felt that I would never conceive. Now currently trying for baby #2 and the doubts and fears are back once again.