So today's the day I found out what all this bleeding is about..... I will find out at my scan if by baby has a heartbeat or whether this one is a failing pregnancy too!

I take my hat off to all the ladies that have gone through this more than 3 times, your persistent, your brave and are 10 of me. This is my 3rd time pregnant and I'm bleeding..... so if it all ends badly it'll be my 3rd miscarriage. I feel useless! I keep thinking what kind of mum would I be if I can't even keep my baby alive inside me. I'm numb I can't face it again and I don't even want to try again after this. I can't go through it all again. I have my fingers crossed that today they will tell me that baby is fine and I'm just one of those women who bleed during the first trimester! I would give my heart and soul to hear that my baby is ok and to carry full term. Please send me courage and baby dust x