Need help from fellow miscarriage moms

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I had a missed miscarriage in January. I was 10 weeks but baby measured 7. I felt a strong connection with that baby and miss him every day. I was due in July and now that's it's getting warmer it makes me think more and more about him. I just found out that I'm pregnant again and I'm having a hard time connecting and loving this baby. It feels like my family has forgotten about my first baby and that hurts me and almost makes me resent this pregnancy somehow. I miss being excited for my pregnancy an having any hopes and dreams. Anyone else go through this or experience this and how are you coping?