I have been under a lot of stress since Friday. I quit my job because my boss, we'll now ex Boss, yelled at me so terribly I started crying uncontrollably. All bc I called a customer to confirm a delivery and bc it was his person customer he said I made him look stupid and he never asked me to do that. That he pays me to do what he tells me to do not to provide customer service. It was bad. Real bad! Mind u this wasn't the first time, but it sure as hell was the last. So when I called my fiance to try to calm down he told me to quit. Mind u I was only working there to not have to stay home. I'm a worker. I hate being home.

So since then I have been having migraines. My doc says I made a smart decision to leave that environment and to relax and stay hydrated. Drink lots of water. But I cry everytime I think of the situation. I try to put it out of my mind but can't. I think mostly bc I was enjoying the money and saving. But now I won't have money coming in to help if needed. Idk maybe I'm thinking too much into this. I also smoked cigarettes a lot this weekend trying to calm myself. I am a smoker, quit for 4 months, then went back. Never been a heavy smoker. But have been doing good weaning myself off again til this weekend. Doc us aware and said to try to calm down and keep weaning myself off.

Good thing is at least I bought baby Carsons furniture before this crazy episode.

Now the headaches started. Maybe it's from stress. Or the excess smoking I did. I hope it's not the start of preeclampsia which I had when I was pregnant with my daughter. Any advise or good natured talk to make me feel better bout my decision to leave this job??