my ex 🙄 (longggg post)
let's start with a little backstory. sophomore (2014) year, I'm the weirdo with a loud laugh, but I'm not hated. so I am accepted with the cooler kids I just don't hang with them outside of school. so a "cool" boy messages me on snapchat and starts by saying my selfie on my story was cute and we hit it off and I can't help but think that this is my chance and I can hang with the cool kids so we date for 3-4 months and I took his virginity. (yeah ik right!?) well then he broke up with me about 2 weeks after we fucked and I thought I was preggers but I didn't tell him. (it was just a scare) so I went to my best friend whom I dated for 1 month a year ago. and we confessed our love and dated. we have now now dating for a year and 5 months and I'm gonna marry that boy. I'm so in love.
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current story: I have NO feelings for my ex accept as an acquaintance. we talk at school and joke around sometimes. (how it used to be when I was the weird kid. we had some problems right after breaking up for example he spit on me and bullied me a lot) but we made up. (dumb ik). anyway I've had multiple dreams about getting my back together with him, and him being there for me when my boyfriend wasn't. all dreams. but then a few days before school got out I guess we were "flirting???" idk I didn't really mean to. like I wasn't flirting on purpose u know? sometimes it's just my personality. but every one in my chemistry class that day, started chanting that we should get back together.
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should I take this as a "sign" or something that I shouldn't be with my boyfriend? I'm in love and like I said I HAVE NO FEELINGS for my ex whatsoever. idk. I think I'm overthinking 😂😂
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