Testing at DPO 8

I know it's statistically not in my favor to see a BFP this early. But I tried anyways. Negative. Even though I know there is still a chance I can be pregnant, I felt that pang of disappointment. My last child was conceived without even trying, so I'm not used to this. And now I worry that since I think about this ALL OF THE TIME, I will now have trouble. Ughhhhh. #ttcproblems