9 days late

I'm testing tomorrow even though I think it will be a bfn because I am disheartened and doubt I'll ever be pregnant. I don't really have any symptoms. Some sore boobs, tiredness, and light random nausea is about it. No cramping at all. Sigh. I'm just losing hope and am not looking forward to texting tomorrow. It doesn't help both my older siblings who already have two kiddos are both pregnant.