Sad..

My SO have been trying for over a month now. I had spotting from 6-10 of may well that spotting I've been told was my period. I really just thought I was testing early and that's why I was getting BFN.. It really got me upset considering I've been wanting to try for 2 years and now we're finally trying. And it doesn't help that one of my co workers who's 4 years younger than me (18 years old) got pregnant by accident and isn't taking it as seriously as she should. It just aggravates me. Well I guess onto the next month