I give up!

Found out we were pregnant in February had a mc in March. I'm hopeful that we will get pregnant soon, but I feel like I did everything I possibly could and I just give up! I'm tired of not having a drink if I want one because hello! I'm not pregnant I should be able to do that, but I was trying really hard to be good and not do anything bad for me. No Advil when I have headaches, instead I've been suffering through them! I told my husband we will finish our ovulation tests that I already have bought and once those are gone I'm done trying. I've stopped taking my bbt a week ago. And today is when I'm supposed to start ovulating, so I'll finish these tests then hopefully we will just get pregnant without trying. So here's to not trying anymore!