Not over him😪
Okay, so first of all it's been about 8 months since my ex and I broke up. Just before we started dating, everything was great. He treated me the way that any woman should be treated, with loyalty and respect. He acted as if I were the best thing to happen to him, looked at me as if I were the only girl he ever saw. And, naturally, I fell in love with him.
When I just start dating someone, I tend to be a bit shy. So when we had just started dating, we were just a teeny bit awkward around each other (like most relationships begin).
Anyway, ~John~ would send me adorable messages before bed and do all those other cute things. He really seemed to feel about me the way I felt about him.
He broke up with me after a VERY short period of time, and it broke my heart. He did it right before we were supposed to go out, me all dressed and ready to go. It was awful.
A few days later, I found out that he already found another girl, and he was treating her and looking at her the same way he did to me.
But they haven't broken up.
His friends all say that he's only with this girl for sex, which is probably true, but it still hurts nonetheless.
I find myself constantly wanting him again. I am well aware that he is bad, and that he doesn't truly treat girls the way they should be, contrary to what I originally thought.
I really just needed to get this off my chest. I appreciate any comments and your time in reading my boring love issues.
(The name John is fictional for privacy)
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