How can you UPDATE

Love but despise someone at the same time? My mind is so clouded right now I don't even know what to think or do. We're 14 weeks and things just aren't getting better. One day I love him to death but tomorrow I'll despise the hell out of him. I get so annoyed at things he'll do. What's going on, is this love or what? I've always heard older people say "you'll hate the ones you love the most" is this true? He's like my bestfriend in ways but there's just something going on that gets me annoyed, or maybe it's just my pregnant hormones. Any advice would be great. I need someone to talk to, I'm going crazy trying too wrap this around my head 😟 and understand.