Missing our little ones a bit extra today...
Over the holidays last year, I miscarried my husband's and my twins.. He was so excited to finally be a dad and we still don't know why they didn't make it (I was only in my first trimester). They were going to be due tomorrow.. (Provided they made it to term).
Over the weekend, my husband's identical twin and his wife went into labor early and gave birth to a little girl. I suppose I feel happy for them-- this is the first new baby of our generation-- but we were expecting first.. And seeing them look into the face of the child they created just makes me wish we could look into the faces of ours.
I feel selfish for not just feeling happy and grateful for a new, healthy life, but I feel like I've moved backwards and back into mourning from acceptance.
How do you ever really get over this?
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