You never thought... 💔

You never thought you will have problems conceiving. You just don't wake up one morning and think "Wow later in life I'm going to have problems conceiving. I'm going to miscarry, and then keep trying and nothing. Let down after let down." Then everyone around you and close to you announcing there little bundle of joy. You smile and congratulate them then deep down your crying. Then you see people going around just poping babies out left and right. You see people killing babies. Leaving them in cars. But yet you can't even conceive. Then you don't think you will ever have to see a fertility doctor.. or go through IVF to conceive. In the end when nothing works you think "Was it worth it?" "Maybe I'm supposed to adopt?" Or "Maybe it's not in my life journey."