Do I have any equine Prego buddies out there?

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If you're going to be judgmental just click the back button and ignore it, I don't need your negativity. Anyhoo, any ladies who ride/work with horses regularly that are having a hard time with how pregnancy is going to limit you? I'm 11 weeks and I feel super cautious now and i HATE it, I've never been a cautious rider, I'm the "don't take no for an answer and take no shit" kind of person so I'll ride out basically anything until they behave. I still feel this way but a part of me is reluctant to get on every time and I have to rebuild my confidence EVERY ride and I feel like. I'm also super cautious of how hard I ride, how I dismount, etc. and the further along I get I feel like it's only gonna get worse, obviously I plan on letting up when I get further along but as of the moment I don't really have an option as its my only form of income for the next four months. How do you feel about pregnancy and riding/working with horses? I'd Love to hear thoughts or experiences . 
PS I'm only training riding until end of June, I'll be around 14-15 weeks then and going equine therapy after that so just using modalities on the horses not actually riding, I'll only ride my horse from that point on.