Feeling blue

I've had two miscarriages, this Christmas and the Christmas before. We've been TTC since my period returned in January. I'm pretty depressed and the whole TTC process is starting to stress me out. I tried evening primrose this month, and all it did was delay ovulation and mess up my cycle. My temp dropped significantly this morning, so af is on her way yet again. I know it's only been 4 months, but it still sucks. My husband is a lot older than I am and neither of us are getting any younger. I just want to be a mom... Just had to whine a little! Baby dust to all of us who are anxiously awaiting our rainbow babies.