I miss my friend...

My friend and I have known each other for over 10yrs, more like sisters. We've gone through so much together from slumber parties when we were kids, to getting our ears pierced together, being each others maid of honor at our weddings...always there for each other.

Her and her husband have been trying to start a family for a while and recently started seeing a fertility specialist. I hate this for them! Before she used to confide in me about what was going on. We'd talk, I would offer her my support and try my best to be there for her. Lately, it seems like she's pulling away. We don't talk like we used to or hang out. Double dates with our hubbies have become a thing of the past.

I can't imagine how she feels... I know it must be sad and frustrating to want a baby so badly and to see everyone including your best friend pop up pregnant. I pretty much play things by ear with her now...giving her space but still checking in with her but the feel of the friendship is so different now. I just miss my friend :-(