Feeling hurt.....(pictures of the deceased)

My due date was June 17, 2016, but I had my angel on Febuary 19, 2016 (23 weeks) and she grew her wings 2 hours later. Its so hard considering all of my friends and shipmates (navy) are getting pregnant and im a childless mother. SO doesnt want to try again for about another year, but I just want my rainbow baby. He/She wont be like our Emerald, but hopefully it can give me some closure.