So I am due tomorrow and this past week has been an emotional/hormonal NIGHTMARE. I have been crying over everything. EVERYTHING. A few days ago I was bawling because my daughter's best friend(she's 12) said she would call her back and never did. Like bawling. Why do I even care?? My husband asked if he could hang out with his friends tonight after this low key diaper party they had for us today- bawling over that. Hubs said hello to the dog last night when he got home from work before he said hello to me - bawling. The list goes on and on. I am taking everything personal. I would probably still be bawling about him asking if it was alright for him to hang out with his friends for a little bit tonight if I hadn't called my mom and she hadn't told me I was overreacting and probably a little on the emotional side.(It doesn't feel like I was overreacting!!!!) I am normally such a strong and independent woman and this week is KILLING ME. It's like I cannot get it together. And I honestly don't even know when I'm being irrational anymore. Everything feels so intense and real and so personal. I'm so over this. I just want to have some control over my emotions and not feel like such a big baby. I know I'm almost at the finish line but this week has really kicked my weepy, emotional ass.

😞😞😞