Insecurities are ruining my relationship??

Question

I need help. Me and my boyfriend/ex (whatever we are now) have been on and off since August last year. 
I've always been pretty insecure about myself, as I've struggled with my weight. Knowing his ex was a size 6, beautiful blonde, with fake boobs that did modelling.. Makes me insecure. He tells me he loves my body and all that.. But I can't love myself. If he touches me I flinch. 
The other day he tried to take my shirt off.. I froze and wouldn't let him. 
I want to be able to have "sexy time" and for it to be enjoyable. How can I get over my insecurities!? I'm trying to gym it.. And have lost a few lbs. When we first met I was around 14stone. I went down to 12.3 and now I'm 13.2 please help 😩😩 I don't want to hold him back for all these desires he has 🙁

Answer

Try looking in the mirror and find compliment yourself on one thing , then the next day say your compliment from the day before and add a new one on , believe it and add more compliments on each day so for example 
Day one: I like my eyes 
Day two: I like my eyes and my hair 
Day three : I like my eyes , hair and this top looks great !

Answer

I'm like 17 stone and I'm in a relationship and my boyfriend doesn't care what I look like I always wonder around my room and his naked or shirt less but he likes it when he first tried to touch my boobs I freaked out and was like no one day I was laying in my bed and he asked and I said ok and looked away when he said it and he was sucking kissing touching them and he loved it and so did I weight doesn't matter honey just get it on or off in our cases he won't care if ur 13.2 he will still love u no matter what he is committed to u xxxxx good luck babes he strong u can do it invite him around then slowly take things off wear something sexy and lite some candles and he will think wow he will tell u most probs how good u look and will have a giant hard and then u will have amazing sex and u will feel great about yourself because u did something sex and amazing and out of ur mind crazy well in your head you will think it's crazy

Insecurities are ruining my relationship??

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