So I'm weird about being the first for things as a way of feeling special. When I'm in a relationship I like sharing firsts with my partner. My new bf is divorced and it's slowly seeming like he's already shared everything with her...a lot of it sexual but then down to the actual marriage so I feel like I'm not a first for anything for him. This is making me feel slightly jealous of her and just overall not very special. I realize this is a tad irrational but i dwell on things like this sometimes.

Advice? Anyone else experience this?