There is hope !

I sit and read the stories of miscarriage and find myself crying along with all you ladies. God blessed me very early with 3 easy pregnancies and healthy kiddos , then the pain set in. I had 4 miscarriages in 3 years. We all, unfortunately know that initial gut reaction. Why? How? Did I do this? Hy do I deserve this? I was 10 weeks with my 1st miscarriage, the pain was horrible but it did not compare to the heart ache! The 2nd was at 6 weeks (that one I kept to myself ) 3rd was at 8 weeks when my ultrasound tech said some of the worst words I've ever heard... "there is no heartbeat " that ended in a d&c and I believe that was my hardest miscarriage of all. I walked in pregnant and walked out empty. 4th was earlier 4*5 weeks barely knew I was pregnant then bam gone in the same instance. So I was finished I wanted bc I wanted the safety of knowing I was not going to go thru that pain again..... well my IUD failed me and I cried the day I peed on another stick and got a positive result! I cried because my heart was bit ready for another loss. So the Dr trios started the blood work the praying everyday for one more day... then I heard a heartbeat, then I heard it again, then I felt my baby move, then again and again. I know I am not out of the woods yet.. I am 21 weeks today but do not let go of your dreams ladies! Miracles do happen they happen every single day . I hope and pray that each of you ladies get that rainbow baby. Don't lose faith, lean on the ones you love! Good luck! Sorry so long but I just want ppl to know don't give up! Baby love to all!