I recently had a miscarriage a day shy of 6 wks. While this was the first pregnancy that I 100% knew about, when I was 19 (so 16 years ago), I was on Depo Provera and had a very heavy/crampy period with a lot of clotting and was told by an OB that it was most likely a miscarriage. My husband and I want to try again right away and I'm very excited for that but I'm wondering how it will feel emotionally. I really spent time trying to connect with this pregnancy. I was meditating, doing self-Reiki, and actually enjoying the early symptoms; even the nausea! I really want to let myself have that experience again but I also know I can miscarry again. I realize things can go wrong at any point in pregnancy and I don't want to live in fear. For those who have gone on to have other pregnancies, even if they resulted in loss, what have you done?