Yesterday

Yesterday I had sex with a man I met on Tinder. I won't dare to say he raped me because I never once told him to stop but I wish that I had. He was very nice and I'm sure would have stopped if I had just asked but I wasn't sure what to do. He wasn't aggressive or mean I just didn't enjoy it and found myself cringing the whole time waiting for it to be over. He realized something was wrong after and I told him to leave. I regret it but I'm not mad at him in the least he had no idea what was going on in my head. I just wish I had been able to tell him to stop because I realized I really didn't want to and it was bad and uncomfortable.