16-6-16🎀 feel alone 😢

Staciee
Was due on yesterday! Still no period or period pains,no spots like i usually get either, no dull period pains nothing, but to scared to test in case im just late, well im never late always 27/28 day periods! But scared to get a negative as ive been trying 3 years....been on chlomid 3 months now...just woke up this morning feeling very sick like i need to be sick but its not coming up, been pushing everyone away, dont want my partner touching me or nothing just been very moody which is unlike me 👎 just feel alone even tho its my fault!! 😢😢