hey ladies just needing some extra prayers and support.. im scheduked for repeat c the 24th so in like 6 days. ive had it planned since like march or before that my mom would come help the week after we get home. this week hubby has switched it up on me ans no linger wants my mom to come. he wants to "prove" he can do it. okay im past it, over it, tired of fighting with him about it. okay so last night we for into a other argument (3rd one this week) about how im having a hard time trusting hell help me the way hell need to after baby gets here. he has t been doing a very good job at showinf me he can do it. he has been choising to go work on his derby car over helping me with housework. and then gets mad because its not done yet. ugh i am just heart broken and scared.. and now my mon is upset as she should be and i just feel so alone and lije no one is hearinf what i need and want..... just needing to vent...