Should I?

Ella
Okay so I live in Australia and live on a farm with my Aunty and uncle, I'm going down to Syney to see my sister, nieces, mum and my boyfriend, I'm not sure if I want to like have sex with him because I'm still a virgin and if he asks I'm gonna say no which I'm scared will disappoint him but yeah. BTW I'm 15 and the idea of sex doesn't really appeal to me.