Uneasy

I'm 36. I have a 6 year old. Her pregnancy was great! No major issues. I got pregnant and than suffered a miscarriage last year. Not that anyone expects a miscarriage but it's true that you have not idea the feelings till you go through it.

My husband and I have been trying again since December. I took a test last Tuesday and it was positive! I want to be so excited but I have this feeling like I'm scared to be as well. I did what every mom does last time... started reading blah blah...but it's like I'm scared to be excited...I've been praying alot lately....I've go to the doctor 7/20...it's going to be a long 4 weeks! Anyone have advice during this hard time?