Pregnancy dreams😒

Guys I have been having pregnancy dreams and honestly... In those dreams I am sooooo happy. It's like I'm so excited just to see my little bump and to kno that my baby is in there growing just gives me joy. But every time I wake up I'm over come with this like depression.. Sometimes I feel like I lost the baby .. It's weird. I kno but.. Do y'all think this means I'm ready for kids? I'm 23 btw