Waiting for the blood test.. distract me please

I am anxiously awaiting to get the results of my pregnancy blood test back. I have taken 3 urin test, 2 on Sunday one early response and anther just a dip stick hcg test but showed faint lines. Then today I did the cheap test another faint line. (Not crazy husband saw them too) I am like in a panic I am not pregnant I have been off birth control for almost 4 years and TTC for 20months now. I have PCOS and diagnosed with infertility. I have had some pregnancy symptoms. 2 weeks ago I was having pelvic pain and just didn't feel like myself all last week really tired and gassy. Last week I had alot of left side pelvic pain and am still having some slight pelvic pain now. I am so nervous waiting for them to call me with the results. The nurse I spoke to didn't seem to confident with my history :( I am so nervous!!!