Baby Fever

Alaisia
Im having serious baby fever. Im 21 with a 3 YO. I am no longer with my daughters father, however, I have been in a relationship going on 2 years. I am in school for nursing and just got offered a 20$/hr job. My boyfriend and I have had a few rough patches and some ups and downs along with fun times, intimate moments, and nothing but good times. We do love each other and we always find our way back to each other. This is someone I want to be with and I love dearly. I've been wanting to have a baby. I miss those stages with my daughter being that I didnt get to fully enjoy them while trying to get adjusted to motherhood while at the same time just entering adulthood. I was my daughters primary caretaker of course and was there for every moment but it was a lot to handle with a deadbeat BD and doing everything by yourself and missing the feeling of just enjoying your little one. I had to worry about who was talking about me being a young mommy and all that other stuff. But yes, I do want another one. My BF and I have talked about it and we are on the same page. On the other hand, we just got out of a rough patch and I want to wait and see how things go between us because I dont want to get caught up in another BM BD situation again. I want this time to be solid. I want a family. I just want to make sure im making sure im making the right decision.