Feeling like a terrible mom already.

Kristin • I`m 36. Have been married 7 years. We have been trying to conceive # 2 since October 2018.
Anyone else been diagnosed with GD? I take  my levels 4 times a day. If I'm over the level my dr wants me at after a meal I feel like a terrible mom. It's stressing me out. I'm not even sure what I did wrong at lunch today! I've been trying to be so careful. I want my baby girl to be healthy in there!