I have 3 girls from a previous marriage (I got pregnant back then without even trying ) my kids are 13,8 n 4 I gave my first baby at 18!!! Now I'm 32, new Hubby ( finally the man of my dreams) but we been trying for months n nothing 💔😭 ( he has 2 kids 15,14) n I can't bare to see the disappointment on his face every time we get a negative ( or aunt flow visit ) I cry each time thinking is something wrong w me it's being the longer 5 months of my life!!!! I went to the doctor ( I shamefully lie about of how long I been trying since they won't do a thing unless is been a year!!!) they did some hormon test n they came back normal but still no baby , this month we try conceive easy like a lube .. Not due for a period till the 29!!! I test yesterday ( early I know) n got bfn ( I saw a lot of girls testing early n got bfp ... I'm getting old ??!!! Why is so hard this time around ???? I feel like I'm falling apart ... Please someone help me please !!!