So insecure :(

Hey guys so I have sex with my bf everytime I go to his house (3 or 4 times a week) and we both always want to be doing dirty things but there are times when he just doesnt want to do anything and I'm there just trying to make him horny so we can do something but it's useless because he just ignores me and everytime se does that I feel so insecure and ashamed wondering if he still likes me or something like that 😞😞
I just hate being so insecure guys, i feel like he would like to be fucking other girls instead of me