Late term miscarriage

I had a late term miscarriage right after Christmas last year..I was 14 weeks. My boyfriend and I were split up at the time so he never got to be around me during the pregnancy (he didn't even know that I was pregnant because we were fighting). Anyway, when I finally told him about it, he kind of acted like he didn't believe me at first. Later on, when he saw my night terrors, he comforted me and told me that he was sorry. I haven't had a night terror in a while now but I've been thinking about the miscarriage a lot lately. I'm not sure why it's been so heavy on my mind but I just wanna get it out of my head.. I lost my baby boy..