Back to work

I went back to work Monday after 10 weeks at home. It was all I could afford to take, as I'm the primary wage earner (husband is a SAHD, I've always made more $ and had the better benefits). I HATE IT. It is SO MUCH HARDER the second time because now I'm leaving 2 boys at home instead of 1 and my 5 yo is much more aware of the situation. I don't know if I'm asking for advice or support or just looking to write this down and get it out there for the world. I hate coming to work. I don't want to be there. I just want to be with my kids.