Am here in my doctor office going over why I have not been able to conceive this past 2 years, why I had 3 miscarriages.

I am so angry at my first doctor I want to scream!

Apparently there was a test she could have given me two years ago to see if I was pre-manaupausal and how many eggs i have left. Well she didn't. There I was sitting down listening to the fertility doctor two years later telling me that I am out of eggs and the best chance of me conceiving is by donor egg.

You know when you're in shock and everything pauses, you don't hear a word she is saying, you question yourself is this really happening to me? Me?

My SO was there with me for moral support or not.

It will cost me over $25- $30K to have this procedure. Then to decide if I am going to use a donor egg ( person who I know) or an anonymous donor egg.

The hour and a half drive back home is going to be awkward.

As ashamed as I am having no eggs left to give him a child, I am leaving my womanhood behind and pursuing this next step in order to conceive.

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is not covered by my insurance so looking into options...

If you are going through the same obstacle with me please share & let me know how to overcome this pain.

My fertility doctor said that the reason for all the miscarriages was because of me & my husband sperm is healthy he can impregnate anyone but me : * (

his egg less wife