Feels like I'm slowly losing everything💔
Even tho we weren't trying to conceive when we found out we were sooo happy!! I thought I was finally going to get what I've always wanted!! I was so excited for my life to change for the better! I wanted my baby more than anything! Started spotting about 5 weeks.. Everyone said it was okay don't worry about it... A week later I just new it was going to happen.. Saturday night I just started bleeding so heavy😔 had a mental breakdown on the toilet thank god my boyfriend was there but he was also breaking down😢 Just had a D&C Thursday... That made reality set in.. That it was real.. We really lost our baby😢
I'm really having a hard time dealing with the loss of my sweet baby😞 can't stop crying and thinking about what could have been.. I breakdown and bawl my eyes out every time I see a pregnant woman... I'm so jealous😒 My boyfriends having a hard time also, he's holding it in trying to stay strong for me.. But I need him to express how he's feeling to me I need to know I'm not alone... Our relationship hasn't been the best lately but we still love each other.. It's just so hard to communicate with him it's killing me😔😔 Sorry I had to vent this post is just random any advice or anything is welcome.. I just wanna feel that happiness again.. I'm just losing one thing after another....
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