Started induction, stopped induction, now scheduled for induction again!

I posted on Monday that I was being induced that day due to my BP and they did start induction. I was 38 weeks exactly. Then 20 hours in, they decided to discontinue induction and send me home as my BP went down. As a woman who was told she would not leave until she had her baby in her arms... I was so disappointed.

On top of that, when the OB came in to informed me that they would not be continuing and I teared up... He informed me that I was acting like he had just told me my baby had died. He said that in front of me, my husband, Mom, nurse, and Midwife. Um, I'm sorry that I have tears because I am in pain and exhausted? I also have a family history of stillborns so while that is never something you should say to a pregnant woman, I especially am sensitive to that. I went home devastated and spent most of the day having contractions and crying.

Yesterday I went to my next appointment and they sent me over to L&D for my biweekly NST and labs. They were hoping to induce me yesterday but it was decided that medically they didn't absolutely need to yet and I wanted to get her to 39 weeks. Sooo we are now scheduled for induction on this Monday at 39 weeks exactly. So excited. I have to keep busy all weekend now.

The birthing center has planned it so I should not be in labor when that OB is there and if I am, the only reason he would even touch me is to do an emergency c section.

Long post but I needed to get it all out. LOL