Yesterday I had a breakdown. I found myself sobbing so much my heart was breaking I could feel it hurting so much. Months and months of being strong after our mc I finally snapped. I asked my partner to do something and he muttered under his breath and I just absolutely lost it out of no where. I was lying on the baby's room floor afterwards and he came in the room and held me. I was crying so much into his arms but everything dropped so calm so quickly and he said "I know we're going through a hard time and your finding it hard to deal with, but I understand and I am here for you. We are going to get through this."

It was a hard day for me packing up (as we are moving) and finding all our baby clothes we had bought and earlier that morning we went to visit his sister and she broke it to us that she was expecting the same time that we were due.

I feel so blessed to have a man like this in my life. I'm so lucky. I love him more than anything❤❤❤

Currently ttc our rainbow baby❤💙💚💛💜