Over it

B
I'm just so tired of getting my hopes up every month and I get nothing out of it. It's not fair I see girls who are 14 and pregnant. Why? How come we couldn't have our baby. Why did we have to lose our baby. We've got everything going for us. I feel like I'm never gonna get a positive... I pray every single night that this will be the month... 
And there's not one single person I can talk to about how I feel because no one wants to listen. I'm sure everyone thinks I'm crazy and sick of me talking about it. I'm just over it... 😭😭😭😭