If you could only afford ONE baby right now but end up with triplets...and one of the triplets will have disabilities, would you keep all three babies or give the two without disabilities up for adoption?

My husband and I were ready for another baby but we weren't ready for three at the exact same time. The doctors say that one of our babies will have disabilities. There's no way I would give my baby up just because of a disability. I'm just so confused because we will have two other babies but we don't know if we can afford them or give them the life they deserve. Has anyone been through this before? 😔😞 Did you manage to take care of all of your children how they should be taken care of? I know this makes me sound like a horrible mother. 😔