Nervous!!!

Everyone else is wanting their baby out but I kinda don't want her to lol. I'm so unprepared and clueless. I have zero experience with babies and I don't have. Mom or grandma to turn to for help :( I hate that feeling of not knowing how to do something in the beginning like starting a new job. I read all kinds of helpful books and articles but I feel like it isn't really sinking it because it's just so much info at once! Can anyone else relate?